God Wants Your List
“Love does not keep a record of wrongs.”
I Corinthians 13:5
Do you remember the story about the man who was bitten by the dog? When he learned the dog had rabies, he began making a list. The doctor told him there was no need to make a will, that the rabies could be cured. “Oh, I’m not making a will,” he replied. “I’m making a list of all the people I want to bite.”
Couldn’t we all make such a list? You’ve already learned, haven’t you, that friends aren’t always friendly? Neighbors aren’t always neighborly? Some workers never work, and some bosses are always bossy?
You’ve learned already, haven’t you, that a promise made is not always a promise kept? Even though they said “yes” on the altar, they may say “no” in the marriage.
You’ve already learned, haven’t you, that we tend to fight back? To keep lists and snarl lips and growl at people we don’t like?
God wants your list. He wants you to leave the list at the cross.
A Max Lucado devotional,
July 30th
Came across this as I was enjoying my coffee this morning.
For all coffee lovers out there =D
A Brief History Of Coffee
Myth has it that coffee was first discovered in or around the 9th century in Abyssinia (Ethiopia) by a young goatherd. He noticed that his goats liked to graze upon berries which seemed to have interesting side effects!
The goats jumped around seemingly full of energy and realising that the berries must have some magical property the young goatherd took some back to the village elders.
They boiled them with water and soon realised the stimulating potential of the brew. From this point on coffee plants were cultivated by man purely for their precious crop.
The Ethiopians traded with the Arabs and coffee spread eastwards. The Arabs jealously guarded the coffee plant and although they traded widely across the Islamic world all beans for export were boiled to prevent any chance of transplantation. However the Dutch managed to transplant some to Java (Indonesia) in late 1600's, and this was the catalyst for the worldwide growth of coffee cultivation. In the late 17th Century coffee came to the masses of Europe and the first coffee houses opened in Italy, Austria and England. Lloyds of London and the London Stock Exchange are just two of the key institutions whose roots can be traced back to a 17th Century coffee house.
By the 18th Century the French had introduced coffee cultivation to Martinique, and by the end of the century there were between 18 and 19 million coffee bushes firmly establishing Central America and South America as important coffee producers.
Today coffee is grown on five continents, is consumed worldwide, and is one of the most important commodities traded on the world markets.
Hey guys...just wanna drop a note of thanks for the polling, feedback and comments on the design logos. Really appreciated the time and trouble taken.
Hmm...to show my utmost appreciation..I have decided the kick the silly idea of awarding a grand prize of a signatured edition muah chee box to the winner.(wonder who thought of that idea anyway...)
Instead, I shall be personally available in the event that you find yourself looking for someone to hang around with and share some coffee and muah chee.(who wouldn't?!)
So once again...thanks for all your precious help!
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Service this morning was.....music to the ears...literally. Had this global praise team over to lead us in the worship and word, with the harp, keyboard and this water effect instrument I don't know the name of.
Woah....I've always known harp to sound nice...but today was the first time hearing it live. And man....it sounds beautiful! A really nice instrument to have for as accompaniment in instrumentals...soothing to the soul indeed.
=)
A photo with Miss Harp...who's taller than me !
Check out the number of strings on it! I wonder how long does it take to tune it....
(According to the lady, she can do it in 10mins...woahhhh)
It felt kinda awkward at first...with the songs in foreign language, all the actions, the frequent breaking into sharing of testimonies...pretty hard to focus and concentrate man.
But as the service continued...the testimonies kinda jumped at me...as I heard sharing of people in other countries expressing their worship and adoration in such manner...it made me question my own. I have my own issues, they have their own, yet their giving and expression of worship unto Him is so....free, unrestrained. I was humbled.
The speaker's sharing, was like a blanket of comfort, covering me. As she shared about her experience with outside persistence with tongues, it reminded me of my own experiece and struggle with the issue of tongues when I had just become a christian years ago at Sec 2.
As she weaved her sharing around the main topic of 'wise persistence'...the need to persist under His leading....it suddenly reminded me of last sunday...where I sensed His nudging within. Last sunday as I seated myself after taking communion...as I quietened before Him...I suddenly sensed Him telling me deep within my heart...
"Don't give up."
It immediately brought about a great sense of peace and stillness. But then...it struck me a moment later... Give up?? Why would He say this to me? It made me realise and question... Have I been running? Have I actually given up the sense of hope deep within me despite the things I do and tell myself on the surface? After all that disappointment and helplessness.....has something within me died? Is there still a dream to look and work towards to? Have I come to the point of saying, "I don't dare to..." ?
He reveals the conditions of hearts doesn't He. Yet I never imagined in this manner.
"Don't give up."
Though the fig tree may not blossom,
nor fruit be on the vines;
though the labor of the olive may fail,
and the fields yield no food;
though the flock may be cut off from the fold,
and there be no herd in the stalls—
Yet I will rejoice in the LORD,
I will joy in the God of my salvation.
The LORD God is my strength;
He will make my feet like deer’s feet,
And He will make me walk on my high hills.
To the Chief Musician. With my stringed instruments.
Habakkuk 3:17-19
Somewhere in the wee hours of the early morning of wednesday morning, someone was still wide awake.
For some reason...I just couldn't get to sleep. My body was tired, but my mind apparently wasn't ready to call it a day. So many thoughts and issues within, especially after the day's trip down to raffles design institute.
Well, I guess having had 3 coffees during the day didn't really help either. Maybe it was the caffeine kicking in. But all of a sudden...thoughts and ideas for my portfolio website suddenly came crashing in...wave after wave. It started with ideas for the logo, then colours and designs. It all kept coming.
I actually got excited about it. (Ok, maybe it was the caffeine again..)
I couldn't just lie down there & let those ideas slip by man. Quickly got up to jot down the ideas and all in the dark.
And it went on for awhile man...up and down I got from the bed, everytime I thought that was it, a new idea and improvement came...until 5am. Finally it stopped...and I dozed off for awhile.
Not for long though. My tired mind woke up at 9. Despite the lack of rest, the excitement and aderenalin was still there. Couldn't help it but to quicky get up and put the designs to work.Well...roughly got the logos done. (will be needing you, my dear reader's help on it soon!)
Man I'm excited about it, though I'm really not confident if I could pull those ideas off. And hopefully if it gets the chance to take a trip to australia for assessment, it'll meet the mark.
Hmmm....that's it for now I guess. Too many thoughts for a day.
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Just wondering out there...anyone familiar with the private institute Raffles Design Institute?
Well, I hadn't, until I happened to chance upon it. Somehow, its website really generated alot of interest in me regarding its graphic design course. Decided to take a trip down to its office at beach road with a friend on tuesday.
It was a pretty hip building, right next to the raffles hotel. To my surprise, there were quite a number of people there. To a bigger surprise, there seemed to be alot of foreign students over there. But it was a worthwhile trip, with a helpful session with one of the helpful person there.
Sighh....but quite a few apprehensions and worries on my part about it though...
The idea of having a majority of foreigners as fellow mates and lecturers kinda intimidates me. Especially on the part of learning and understanding, and performance competition.
The rough fee of 50K in total, though not as expensive as UNSW, is still quite an amount.
But before considering all that, there's that application fee of $200 and the submission of a portfolio over to Australia for assessment.
Oh well....guess I'll just have to focus on the portfolio first, in the midst of consideration.
Heh...anyway, finally got the chance to try out the new kfc chicken chop meal. Hmmmm....well...it tasted...ALRIGHT. Nothing much in particular...though if you're one to look for serving size, I'd say the local western meal at food centres would give you a bigger bang for the buck.
Pretty small serving ain't it?
Went over to TCC at citylink to chill out and talk through over the institute. Nice cool environment, without the sunday crowds.
Cool simplistic glasses...nice.
Our order of 'Ultimate Hazelnut Frape' and some
other forgotten nutty flavoured frape =D
Topping of whipped cream, cornflakes and choco syrup...mmmmm...
A cool coffee maker that makes coffee one drip at a time...cool!
If only I can have 1 of these at home next time.
It was still a toll on my mind though, pouring through the info brochures and forms from the institute. Watching waves of people walking by as I ponder on the possibilities.
Infact, the chatting about studies, work life and all went on till after dinner, over another nice cup of Ya-Kun coffee by the water fountain at parkway.
I guess I must have been pretty scared off of making such decisions at crossroads after the experience with my poly course. But yet at the end of the day, is there a perfect path and choice for me to walk on? What assurance am I looking out for?
What if His path requires trust in the midst of uncertainties?
A choice, still has to be made at the end of the day.
Uncertain is the path, but the goodness of His process at the end of the day, stands trust-worthy..I believe.
when does the train come,
and where does it lead?
“He who follows righteousness and mercy finds life,
righteousness, and honor.”
Proverbs 21:21
In our world, contentment is a strange street vendor, roaming, looking for a home, but seldom finding an open door. He moves slowly from house to house, knocking on doors, offering his wares: an hour of peace, a smile of acceptance, a sigh of relief. But his goods are seldom taken. We are too busy to be content.
“Not now, thank you. I’ve too much to do,” we say. “Too many marks to be made, too many achievements to be achieved…”
So the vendor moves on. When I asked him why so few welcomed him into their homes, his answer left me convicted. “I charge a high price, you know. My fee is steep. I ask people to trade in their schedules, frustrations, and anxieties. I demand that they put a torch to their fourteen-hour days and sleepless nights. You’d think I’d have more buyers.”
He scratched his beard, then added pensively, “But people seem strangely proud of their ulcers and headaches.”
from 'No Wonder They Call Him the Savior'
by Max Lucado