i wonder if you struggled with overwhelming fear
as you entered the operating theatre,
whether if you felt alone.
i know there were burdens in your heart,
even as you had to make the choice.
but i hope it hasn't affected much,
and that everything is fine.
please be safe.
if only i was with you.
praying for God's sustenance and restoration
to be upon you, a peaceful rest and a restful heart.
please do recover fast.