Ever wonder just how many crossroads you and I will encounter in this lifetime? It just seem that with every new season of life, with a change of situation and environment...comes a set of choices that you have to make.And I guess the un-welcomed crossroads in life, are generally those that you can't see the destination points of, where you have no assurance of where your choice will end you up at.
Mann...the uni application for Cat B(poly) personnel has started this week. Have been discussing about it with my poly friends for a couple of weeks. Guess we were kinda disillusioned and disappointed with the choice we made with our poly course, but there's really nothing much we can do now. It seems the IT field is saturated with people from polys, unis, as well as foreign talents. We've heard stories of our coursemates going into unrelated jobs such as secretary, financial planner and all.
In the midst of my NS time, I had asked God why was the door open for me to be involved with the videography and photography in my unit, when it had often brought me so much frustration and sacrifices on my part. But looking back, I'm truly grateful for the opportunity and exposure, which had certainly upped my interest in those areas. I don't think they are a coincidence with Him in the picture.
It has been a pretty long consideration between working and furthering studies for some time for me since army...guess it's always about balancing faith and planning and seeing what comes out of it and what doors are opened in the process. Between knowing the outcome of your choices and knowing He's with you in the choice you make unto Him...which would you choose?
Honestly it's a hard choice...but I believe I'll take comfort more in knowing He's with me in whichever choice I make, honestly in the intention to follow and honour Him. Though it isn't a problem free path, there isn't really any other path I'd want to find myself on at the end of the day.
So Lord,
show me the path that You have purposed for me to walk would You?
When my heart craves for understanding, be patient to show me
that a heart at rest in Your sovereignity is what You desire,
is what that truly brings peace to me deep within.
Then help me with my disobedience, and to lay before You my earthly wisdom,
giving myself to honor and please You in the choices I make.
When things take a wrong turn, remind me that You are in control,
and that everything works for the good of those who love You.
May I then walk on, sustained and carried by Your grace and strength,
till the day You hold me in Your embrace and say,
"Well done."
that a heart at rest in Your sovereignity is what You desire,
is what that truly brings peace to me deep within.
Then help me with my disobedience, and to lay before You my earthly wisdom,
giving myself to honor and please You in the choices I make.
When things take a wrong turn, remind me that You are in control,
and that everything works for the good of those who love You.
May I then walk on, sustained and carried by Your grace and strength,
till the day You hold me in Your embrace and say,
"Well done."