What do You think of me...
When You saw me in my unformed state in my mother's womb...
When Your all-knowing side tells You of the countless times my heart would turn cold and hard against You...
When my hopes and dreams are crushed...
When what's left of my current state seems to be just a shadow of what I could have been in You...
When I live my life in my own strength and wisdom, foolishly thinking that I know better than You...
When I foolishly allow locusts to eat up what You have prepared for me...
When I push myself to push on despite the wounds that need healing and rest...
When I don't know what words to say...
When I say "Thank You"...
When I say "Why me!?!"...
When You gave me the skills to play guitar and drums...
When I lead Your people in worship...
When I said I wanted to be like David, a man after Your own heart...
When I seem to be more like Saul...
When I'm too tired to do anything...
When I'm too ashamed to turn to You...
When I put on a mask for the sake of others...
When I'm truly happy...
When I choose to carry my own burdens...
When I fought a battle in victory through You...
When I deviate my path from You...
When I couldn't do anything but cry to You...
When they left me...
When You look at me sleep at night...
When they said those words to me...
When I rush from place to place in serving You...
When I burst out in anger...
When I fail...
When I succeed...
When I look out the window at the night sky for those sleepless nights...
When I cried out in loneliness...
When I ran away from You...
When I wanted You above everything else...
When I wanted something else above You...
When I doubted You...
When You choose to forgive...
When I let other things define me...
When I say I am Yours...
When I forget You...
When I recognise Your gracious hands at work...
When a storm I could have overcome by Your strength stumbles me in my own foolishness...
When I feel too tired and numb to even cry...
When at the end of it all, I come back to You, saying sorry and I don't know what to do...
What do You think of me?