Sighh...I guess he was kinda disappointed that I didn't follow him to tekong. But really just can't go for it...feeling so tired & sick. In the end...had breakfast with Pastor David. A timely meetup I'd say. Had a good long talk and sharing...mostly regarding the major decision I made. For some reason...I felt so relieved being able to share with him...almost like having my burden shared.
Went home after that...didn't manage to rest much though, before I needed to go for the worship practise. Waah...really torturous man...feeling so no life in me, to talk or whatever. Could only stone and feel so weak and dead.
Thank God for the worship prac though. Nothing short of a miracle I managed to play despite my condition. Infact, today's session was one of the most fulfilling I've had in a long time..think I wacked the hardest today also man. Really had a good time worshipping Him as I played...though not flawless..everything seemed to come naturally to me, as I played unto Him. Of course, it helped with Perry's keyboard...wahh I think you really played very well today Perry! It was ministering! Thanks for availing yourself to be His instrument...keep it up yeah. =)
Wahh...but after the prac...cannot make it man. Stoned all the way back as I got my dinner. I dunno man...now feeling kinda feverish. Oh noo...please please pleaseeeee....don't let it become fever...at least wait till after tomorrow's session? Really don't wish to affect the team or anything.
As I waited for the bus, saw this funeral procession pass by. Wah dunno what to say...cos as I stood there stoning at them...felt like dying myself man. Caused me to think...what if I just died? Am I ready? Sighh....reminds me that every new day, just being able to wake up, is a grace from Him indeed.
Caught this photo of the sunrise in the morning as I was rushing down. Nothing really spectacular...but reminds me of Him.
Strengthen and sustain me, would You?