Check out the size of the beach! Super high tide that day
Another shot of the smallest beach I've ever seen so far
2 ladies enjoying breakfast by the beach
Initially thought this guy was fishing...didn't seem to be so, apparently.It'll be great if he was. Oh well.
Ooh..I really like this shot. Caught the man casting his net in action
Huh....what coconuts??
Ahh yes...this pair of feet was meant to fit in blades!!Wahh..my mind's still thinking about blading man. Can't wait for the next session!
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Managed to sit down for a meeting with Uncle Steven, Daph and Linn yesterday. It's a relief indeed, to finally be able to get together and talk through the various issues, clear up miss-comms and all. Again I felt being drawn to a heavier commitment. Why is it that I just can't seem to put myself into leadership for now?
It's as if there's a restrain within me.
I believe it's with all the events and things that have happened..ministry, relationally, personally... it's all taking too much a toll...with me chucking it aside, trying and forcing meself to live and move along. Guess it's too much for me to try to continue on in the manner...and I know it's not how He wants me to deal with it. But why do I still seem to be moving and serving in that amount of a leader consciously or unconsciously at times?
My heart's desire to serve? Too used to it from the past? Fear of slowing down? Unable to let go? Afraid to feel not in control? Seems to be a combination of all to me. Sighhh...deqi...will you just learn to quiet your heart and not run away from Him? Don't know why...but I suddenly feel as if I've lost the "ability" to play the instruments..I feel so raw..so unnatural..so afraid.
But in the midst of all these thoughts and questions, what does my soul and inner being really need? What do I really need now?
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[Will You Worship] - Brian Doerksen
Deep in my soul is a tug of war
I'm struggling to know what this life is for
I try so hard to stay in control
To hold back the tears, to not let go
I don't know why I hang on so long
When I know the question You are asking me
Will you worship, will you bow down
Before your Lord and King
Will you love Me, will you give me your heart
Your everything
Right here and now I make the choice
With all my love I will answer You
I will worship, I will bow down before my Lord and King
I will love You, I will give You my heart, my everything