With great power, comes great responsibility. But does great responsibility, bring about great power? There is an undeniable question of my ability to handle this work. It does cause some anxiety within me.
With the turn of events so far, lest I forget, pardon me as I remind this forgetful self....
..IT'S NOT ABOUT ME.
So that which comes along as I start working, be it...
success,
failures,
disappointments,
achievements,
mistakes,
joy,
learning,
weariness,
tears and all....
may I constantly resist the urge to be in control, to put myself under His leading, to bring any praise or lament before Him, to give excellence in my work unto Him.
Let's see what comes along...
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It has been such a draining weekend....physically...and mentally...
So many things within me, yet I struggle to find an outlet for it....a release from the burden.
Help me not to take it into my own hands...I don't know how to...I'm not meant to...