I've been shortlisted(again) for the final interview round with da' big boss. And apparently, it's down to me and this other guy for the position.
1 position.
2 applicants.
Only 1 will be selected.
Who will survive the elimination?
Sighhh....why oh why...must we fight over such things as well...? I hate that competitive feel of anxiety....so much stress. And it seems that there's no 'friendly matches' in the competitions of the world. Is it really a must in order to survive in this world?
Whether the job lands in my hands or not, is another matter. It's just the stress, fear and anxiety over the interview session.
What if I can't handle the job? If I get rejected, what does it mean? Will I be able to handle the stress?
I guess I'll have to remind myself, no matter how the world sees it, I don't have to view it as fighting with the opponent for the job. It's just a matter of doing my best and sharing with the company what I can do and offer. If the other person is stronger and inclined towards what the company is looking for, so it is then. Disappointed I may be, but nothing is lost.
But still...anxiousness and fear revolves around that puny heart of mine. Oh well....nothing I have control over, except what I present before the interviewer.
Everything to Your hands, I trust. You know best for what outcome to take place, for me.
Let's just hope that no blood will be spilled tomorrow...
=(
PS. The showdown's slated at 10.30am tomorrow.
Would you kindly keep me in prayer if possible?
I do not ask for victory, just the peace and trust in His sovereignity.
=)