I didn't mind the miscommunication, and not getting it after waiting the whole night.
I don't mind the trouble at all.
But why do you not listen?
I have already said..."I will settle it on my own..".
Yes, I know and really appreciate you taking the trouble to go ahead and prepare.......but why wouldn't you listen and trust? Do my words mean nothing at all? Can I not be trusted to work it out on my own?
Granted, I could have said things clearer, and my response could have been better...but couldn't you just confirm it with me?
Do you know...my heart really broke, when you spat the words "..why do I need to ask and confirm with you?!", right at my face?
Was it too much to ask? I know you mean well....and I appreciate them...but please, stop forcing them down my throat. Please....stop the inconsistencies.
I already feel at a wit's end with some people and things around in my life. Please....stop choking me.
I really, really feel suffocated.
The old broken melody, blowing through the trees of Eden.
They say the heart of man is too far gone to save... yet in the quaint humdums of the neighbourhood, in the midst of gains and losses, joys and heartaches, pleasure and pain, friends and foes, battles lost and won, you can just hear that quiet whisper, of an amazing grace....upon this unworthy life.