All along, I thought I had been numbed to the effect of being out of control, after what has happened....so I really wonder why am I feeling this way, as I start school..
It's like....suddenly feeling all shivery, and small, in this new and foreign environment. Almost like when I'm away....that I have this longing...just to know that someone would be there.
Just there...would be fine. Because...really, I can really feel the loneliness, and subtle fear within.Tears? If only I still have them. I don't know what to say, or ask.
When all else around has fallen, and with no tears left to fall....
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[When Tears Fall] - Tim Hughes