for the times when darkness surrounds, and daybreak never seems to come...
when I fail to remember goodness...
when weaknesses and failures stare right at me in the face, mocking me...
the times when I look around and find no trace of familiarity in an unfamiliar place...
for times when reasoning and hope escapes me from perservering and holding on...
when the damages caused by my folly seem too much to be changed and repaired...
when too much seems to have been lost and stolen by the Enemy beyond restoration...
when fear and anxiety of the unknown and uncontrollable seeks to paralyse me...
when the hurts and disappoint culminate to the point of numbing me...
when I seem to have said sorry for too many times...
when the world puts down and laughs at the very integrity He asks me to have...
when the only company I have around are silent echoes...
when the voices within and without, shout unceasingly to do and walk as I will...
when things around make no sense...
when I have no idea of what words to say...
...may the words of this song be anchored deeply within me, upon my heart and inner man, that beyond the veils of the enemy, I would see You covering over me..and standing, so that I may stand.
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[My Savior, My God] - Aaron Shust
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for those who don't mind a more simpler acoustic version =)
The old broken melody, blowing through the trees of Eden.
They say the heart of man is too far gone to save... yet in the quaint humdums of the neighbourhood, in the midst of gains and losses, joys and heartaches, pleasure and pain, friends and foes, battles lost and won, you can just hear that quiet whisper, of an amazing grace....upon this unworthy life.