Somehow, it always seem so.
For whatever reasons that escape my grasping and comprehension, it just always seem so. Just when things seem to be happening, other things seem to happen. And I guess it fits a picture of me too.
Just when I seem to pick things up, things come fumbling again, and my clumsiness just knock things over. And on it goes, to a beautiful new domino effect. Apparently, this prowling lion just don't seem to be letting up. And ever so often, to my horrific realisation once again, that my leg has tripped some other over as well.
Awful picture if you ask me.
But...the unexplainable thing that hits, when I take the time to quiet down, is that some would actually choose to stay. I've heard it before...
"...come on....come on. There's more than this...I'm here.."
..and it lingers, and invites. Most of all, it stays...on this side of me.
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*ok, i have absolutely no idea why there's only vids of animes used for this song. so, just putting one of it for the song. so, yeah, i'd watch it for the song :)
[On The Side Of Me] - Corrinne May
I’m not the easiest person to love
I’m often the one who lets things go unresolved
Yet you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me
Yet you choose to be on the side of me
on the side of me
I’m not too proud of some things
I’ve done in my life
The skeletons in my closet
Are too big for me to hide
Yet you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me
Blessed Charity
You’re on the side of me
on the side of me
Everyone needs a friend to hold
when it’s cold outside
and there’s no place to go
Everyone needs a friend to hold
all alone I cried
there was no place to go
I remember when nobody cared
but you
I’m not the easiest person to love
But you, you’ve opened your heart to show me what I’m worth
‘Cause you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me
What a mystery
You’re on the side of me
on the side of me
Everyone needs a friend to hold
when it’s cold outside
and there’s no place to go
Everyone needs a friend to hold
all alone I cried
there was no place to go
I remember when nobody cared
Nobody cared
But you…
Yeah you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me
The old broken melody, blowing through the trees of Eden.
They say the heart of man is too far gone to save... yet in the quaint humdums of the neighbourhood, in the midst of gains and losses, joys and heartaches, pleasure and pain, friends and foes, battles lost and won, you can just hear that quiet whisper, of an amazing grace....upon this unworthy life.