Ahhhhhhhhh.......I passed!!!!!!
Olala~ Oh my goodness, I'm really surprised with this pass, 'cause I had no intention of doing so at all. I mean, it's only been 1 month of training since my 2 attempts at ippt during my in-camp training. And though some of you have wished me the best (and I thank you very much for that), I just couldn't quite see myself passing it.
Actually, I was feeling pretty troubled over this ippt test. Failing it would mean I have to attend another month of RT training weekly, which basically clashes with my year 2 timetable on tuesdays and thursdays. Seeing what little chance of passing this round, I really didn't know what to do, but just to give my all and leave the helpless feeling for later.
Some of you would know my killer stations: standing broad jump(sbj) and 2.4
It bothered me so much I even went to get the pair of new balance shoes from army's e-mart 'cause it's lighter, so I supposed it would help...supposedly. HAHA, kinda pathetic huh... =(
I didn't feel ready at all for the test man...my mind was in a blank and all. But there was this point while I was queuing up to get my tag and was just looking around feeling bored and worried, and kinda froze when I saw something..
I saw 2 dustbins, and suddenly, everything got quiet within me. For some reason, I just couldn't take my eyes off them. And suddenly I was reminded....
believe me, the dustbin really did look similar to this..although they all look pretty much the same hahaA familiar feeling came over me right there, and deep within my spirit, I could sense God speaking...remember how I was with you, and brought you through your nafa entrance test, so am I with you now, and I will carry you through...
Sadly, I didn't see it as I would pass, since carrying me through could well mean other things...but I guess that was my human instinct, and a protection veil against being disappointed.
At the SBJ station, I was pretty nervous...but just jumped anyway hahah. As if He's trying to make a statement about my shoes, I jumped 189 the first time.... =S
Okaay...2nd attempt, I wasn't hoping much and my mind was in a total blank...jumped.....216!!!
Waatahhhhhh~ I just stopped there and stared man...couldn't believe it. Seeing that, I just can't help feeling something was going on man. For the run, the weather was all cool and breezy man, perfect. And in the midst of running the laps, I was still feeling amazed about the jump and basically conversing with God, telling Him about His love. And I just pushed myself for every round, running like a dog. Er no I don't run on 4 limbs with my tongue sticking out, just a figure of speech. But boy, age really DOES make a difference man. I used to run like a dog to aim for silver, now it's just to pass... =(
Finally clocking in with a 30secs improvement from my last ippt. I was totally heaving and panting away, my calves were hurting, but something within was jumping with unbelievable gladness. Almost wanted to do a victory dance when I collected my result slip, but decided not to with all the uncles looking on....
before and after. not tat impressive, but I'm thoroughly thankful =)With the skies overcast with dark clouds, I left camp, feeling speechless. Turning on my player, the first song that came was Hillsong's 'Came to the rescue'. And more than my gladness, I feel more of humbled, actually.
I don't really know why the weather had to be in such optimum condition. I don't know why the clash with my school term was resolved without me doing anything for it. I don't know how I made that jump. I don't know why this monetary incentive would come at a time when I need it.
But I know, deep within, that I deserve none of it. Honestly
The joy I have, more than clearing this ippt, is seeing God in action, coming to this old boy's rescue. And boy...using dustbins to speak, how about that?
=)
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Hehe sorry, it's really wordy up there. With this cleared, I decided to give myself a little treat with a meal of cajun chicken from e.Blackboard, which has shifted from around my house, to nearer my house!
Ok I know, this sinful treat is like a step back, and with RT off, it's gonna take double the effort to keep fit. So people, play games and work out with me alright!?
For now, let's just enjoy the meal =D
cajun chicken from e.blackboard!
grilled and seasoned. try to leave the skin though =S
mmm, succulent chicks with their sauce. only thing's missing is the melted cheese which they used to put
chilli fries that remind you of botak jones'